Watching and waiting...

I've been watching and waiting for 7 days. It's about that time.. and yet it isnt. I don't know how I feel about that. I am trying to work up the nerve to take a hpt this weekend. And I want it to be negative but at the same time I know it will make me a little sad if it is.

I don't have any symptoms, aside from the obvious. I wish I didn't have to deal with this. Maybe I should actually go on birth control after this!